One, two, three, four, five papercuts on my hands. And old ones from the week before last. Poor me, I know. I just have a weird life. I've never been so busy in my life. And somehow this weekend I managed to cut my own hair, make the final version of a video, plan the next video in detail, and I forget what else. I still have to pay bills, take out the garbage, do laundry, and buy gas. Boooo. Well, at least all that stuff will be done.
And speaking of things that are done, my kitchen sink is finally fixed. Turns out my landlord never got the first note. I wrote him another one and he fixed it right away. Hmmm.... so I was paranoid for no reason. All my bills are paid now and I'm less paranoid. BAH! Good. Weird....
I dreamed last night about a character in the next novel I'm going to write. I guess she's anxious to be written. But there are a few things I have to do first before that happens. You'll think I'm weird, but I'm making a batch of videos to be released slowly over the year so I can concentrate on other things for a year. Like writing and online businesses. So, it won't look like I've disappeared off the face of the Earth here. So my site won't look like it's been abandoned, see? Am I mean? I don't think so. But I am sitting on a new Buffy/Angel vid that won't be released 'til May. Evil! Whatever. Some people make videos for themselves and never share them. At least I'm sharing.
Yeah, I'm just trying to argue away my guilt. Sorry! It's a good vid, though. I can't wait to put it on my site. And the one I'm planning now is looking really good too at the moment. It's not a Buffy or X-Files one, though. It's for the movie Mrs. Soffel, which I don't think very many people have seen. It's over 20 years old, which makes me feel pretty old. But I didn't see it right when it came out or anything. I saw it years later on late night TV and fell in love with it. It's so good! Weeeee! Okay. Calm down. 
I looooove being creative. I'm thirsty. Oh, well, there it is. See, I won't let myself have beverages near the computer. Spills. Bad. Nooo. So, I'm thirsty. Hmm.
Ohhh, I have another video in my head that I hope no one else has made yet. Not that my video wouldn't be different from it anyway. No one makes a video just like someone else's randomly. They all turn out different, even with the same song and subject. Whoop! Good. That's fun. I gotta do it. Hee.
Ah, life is weird. Books, videos, life, work, blahhhhh...... It's too much! But it's not forever. It just feels like it is.
For now. Booooo....Yeah, see, I'm too tired to think. Still. Life is too rushed! I kill my plants! Ahhhh! Okay.... no more sugar for you. Mmmm, sugar.... Great, now I have another craving. I just want what I don't have. That's all it is. Food-wise. Ooo! I just found out these fake veggie chicken burgers I love are vegan instead of vegetarian and I was soooo happy! It means I don't have to give them up when I go totally vegan again. Eep! Excellent.
Speaking of food, I noticed my losing weight seems to have been put on hold. Ha. Pfft! Well, in the summer when I'm less stressed I can start losing weight. But first I have to get some car repairs. Baaaad. I hope they're free. It's a recall. Plus, I need windows that roll down. That would be good too. Yes. Not summer yet, though. I'm not worrying about it now. Ha! Man, I'm stressed. No, I'm not! Everything is going according to my evil little plans. Good little plans. Whatever. Hee hee hee hee hee. Yeah, whenever people spell out their laughing, you know they aren't doing well.
I have just enough time in my day to laze around for a bit now. So, I'd better go do that. It makes me feel like I have time. If I can sit around. Or sleep in. Or whatever. I'll still be all freaked out tomorrow, though. MONDAY. Ah, well. It's almost a relief. At least I won't have to do household stuff. Just work. It's easier. Pfft. Later.
Chris on 03.12.06 @ 02:24 pm [link]